A
lot has happened since Robert’s video EEG in
April and it all affects the direction we go with Robert’s treatment. Caregivers make decisions every day about
treatment and everything needs to be considered: how treatment will affect our
loved one and their quality of life, the ability of the caregiver to manage the
treatment and, of course, what our loved one wants or what we think he would
want if he is not able to make his own decision.
A
great deal of stress in caregiving comes from having to make these decisions
about treatment and wondering if the decision is the right one to make for
everyone involved. These are not just
decisions about what to eat for dinner or what to wear for the day (although,
those add up too) but life and death, quality of life type decisions.
There
are other stressors while caregiving such as financial, time management, sleep
deprivation (to name just a few) but making a decision for someone else’s
treatment is a big one.
We
are making life and death, quality of life decisions all the time.
Robert’s
treatment has changed through the years but, since I took over his care ten
years ago, it has only involved medication changes. Those can be a bear! Robert is on five different medications for
seizure control and an additional ten for various other reasons (thyroid,
Parkinsonism, GERD, allergies). He is
incredibly sensitive to medication changes so I am usually reluctant to try
something new but if we do try something, we take it slow.
I
give the new medication some time to work but also to see if the side-effects
subside or are something we can live with.
And
there are always side-effects.
Last
summer Robert got a new neurologist. She
came from the UCLA Medical Center and is energetic, personable and had the goal
of getting her patients to zero seizures.
Zero
seizures? It never occurred to me that
Robert could have zero seizures after having a lifetime of dozens a month. After she recommended trying one new
medication we dropped it as it seemed to be causing an increase in seizures! (*insert buzzer sound here*) Rejected!
That
didn’t hinder Dr. K’s enthusiasm for finding a solution for Robert. She told me how experienced she was with the NeuroPace
and had high hopes that it could greatly reduce Robert’s seizures and even,
eventually, allow us to reduce some of his seizure medications. It sounded very promising so we decided to
explore that option.
The
first step was the Video EEG. After getting
the team together (because a VEEG requires a team) we were on our way!
I
didn’t really know what to expect from the VEEG but did some research and
prepared the best way I know: create to-do lists and a schedule!
The
VEEG usually lasts from Monday through Friday and requires 24 hour monitoring
by a family member. Robert gets hooked
up to the EEG monitor and is on a video monitor but the caregivers are expected
to press a button to flag when a seizure occurs.
It
is a huge commitment but we all knew how important it was to do this in order
to give Robert a chance at fewer seizures.
I
explained what I knew about the process to Robert and told him Richard
(brother-in-law), Rich (Other Brother) or I would be with him the whole
time. He’s usually a pretty good sport (unless
he is on a new med) so he was game for the VEEG. All he needs to be happy is his word search
book, some television shows and good food.
I brought Robert’s word search, knew he would have a television and
since Robert is a fan of hospital food we were all set.
Richard
and I took Robert in on Monday and the leads were meticulously applied to
Robert’s scalp. I think they pretty much
covered every inch of his head! The
smell of the glue they used was horrific but that dissipated after a while (or
we just got used to it). The tech was
extremely patient and kind during the process and answered all the questions we
had about the process.
She
explained the leads would stay on for a full five days and they could be
reapplied if any come off during the week.
She hooked up a respiratory belt, EKG leads, pulse meter and a nasal cannula. The nasal cannula and pulse meter can be
unhooked when Robert needs to go to the restroom but the rest of it is attached
to a very long cord which Robert will carry with him to the restroom. The only
time Robert can get out of bed is when he is using the restroom.
I
think this limited mobility would drive most people crazy but Robert didn’t
seem to mind. Robert enjoys (a little
too much) being waited on so this was certainly not an inconvenience to
him.
We
met several members of the neurology team the first day and they ran a bunch of
baseline tests (blood work to check medication levels, chest x-ray, neuro
exam). It was a flurry of activity the
first day and they started lowering his seizure medications that first
evening.
By
Tuesday morning, Richard noted some confusion when Robert woke up. Robert thought he was in the commercials and
called Richard “John.” Most likely, this
indicated a seizure while Robert had been sleeping.
I
took over in the afternoon (after a work meeting and my own ultrasound) and by
evening Robert was shaky and his pulse was high. This is an indicator that seizure activity is
coming. Rich took over Tuesday night and
Robert stayed up until 11:00 working on his word search puzzle. His schedule is always out of whack when he’s
in the hospital. Rich noted a seizure at
1:15 a.m.
By
Wednesday morning, the seizure meds had been stopped. Robert ate some of his breakfast (scrambled
eggs and biscuits & gravy) and worked on his word search puzzle.
I
also got the results of my carotid artery ultrasound and everything looked
normal! Woohoo!
Robert
gave up on eating the scrambled eggs which is unusual for him.
By
9:20 that morning, the seizures were in full force.
This
was his typical cluster of seizures: his head moves to the far right and each
one lasts 15 – 20 seconds. He sometimes
moves his head back and forth and gets what I call “seizure mouth” (his lips purse
together and his face droops). After
several of these he had a couple of longer seizures (about a minute each) with
moaning and moving of his right leg. He
was very disoriented.
The
doctors gave him some of his regular seizure medications to stop/slow the
seizures but they were cautious about giving him too much. They were hoping to do a SPECT
scan on Thursday and they needed him to have a seizure during the
test. This test is basically a CT scan
with radioactive dye injected at the first sign of a seizure so they can
pinpoint exactly where the seizure is coming from.
Robert
continued to have seizures every 10 minutes or so. The doctors decided to give him enough meds
to stop the seizures regardless of the effect on the test scheduled for
Thursday. By this time, the goal was to
stop the seizures.
By
3:30 p.m., the seizures hadn’t stopped and he was wheezing, confused, shaky and
pretty much out of it. He was given
Ativan as well as a loading dose of Vimpat (a medication he was not on at the
time).
After
all that medication, the 3:30 seizure was the last one for the day. Robert’s breathing continued to be labored
and he felt very warm to me. I asked the
nurse take his temperature and, sure enough, it was high and his pulse rate was
extremely high. Robert most likely
aspirated during the seizures causing aspiration
pneumonitis (this is a frequent occurrence during Robert’s seizure
clusters).
Rich
took over that night and noted that Robert tried to do his word search puzzle
but ended up just holding the pen and paper.
They both had a restless night due to the doctors starting IV antibiotics
and the IV getting clogged with the antibiotics/malfunctioning. At this point, Robert clinically had sepsis
but if you are going to get sick, the hospital is the best place to do it!
It
was quite a balancing act of trying to continue to get as much information
about his seizures while also treating the aspiration pneumonia.
The
hope was the doctors could still capture a seizure during the SPECT so he was
taken to radiology Thursday morning. The
isotope has a short shelf life so they waited for a seizure for as long as they
could. I couldn’t go to radiology with
him so I went to Starbucks, came back to the hospital cafeteria and got
something to eat and tried to relax.
After
several hours, Robert was back in the room.
Unfortunately for the purposes of the test and gaining more information,
he didn’t have a seizure. They
rescheduled the SPECT for Friday morning.
Robert
was not going to be released on Friday as originally planned since he needed to
be seizure free for 24 hours and he was still being treated for the pneumonia.
They
changed his antibiotics to Vancomycin on Friday. He was still running a high fever and was not
on his usual seizure medications. They wanted
to try the SPECT scan again. I was
exhausted by this point, Robert was an absolute mess of confusion and illness,
and I was ready to call off the SPECT.
I ultimately
decided to let them try it one more time.
We had already been this far and I wanted the doctors to get as much
information as possible so we could decide on treatment options later.
Finally! They were able to capture a seizure on the
SPECT scan. Once he was back in the
room, they loaded him up with an IV of Depakote and started his regular
medications. All the leads were removed
from his head!
Now
we had to get him past the infection.
Robert
was put on another antibiotic (I’ve lost track of how many they tried but I
think we’re up to four or five).
Later
that day, his white blood count was trending down and by Saturday the doctor
left it to me to decide if I should take Robert home or keep him one more
night. I opted to keep him on the IV
antibiotics one more night just to be on the safe side.
Robert
was more alert and feeling better by Saturday afternoon so I took him on a
field trip to the cafeteria. We were
almost at the end of this ordeal!
Robert’s
WBC was low enough on Sunday that I was comfortable taking him home. I brought donuts for the nurses to thank them
for their care during our eventful week and was happy this was over.
My
overriding hope after all this was that the doctors gained enough information to
make a recommendation on treatment going forward. I definitely did not want us to have gone through
this for nothing.
Six
weeks later, I had my stroke
and I will share in my next post what we learned from this VEEG, our treatment
options and how my stroke plays into our decisions.
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